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It's been three years since you and England have been dating. You both loved eachother deeply and were even thinking about getting married. But, now all of that now changed all because of a fight that you both had. He yelled at you, you yelled at him, and the outcome was you slapping him on the face and running out of his front door crying. The fight happened at least a week ago and even though you both fought eachother, he still called you everyday. He still had feelings for you and every call that he made to you was just to tell you that he was sorry and that he still loved you. You still had feelings for him too. You just guess that the bond that you both had just won't seem to break.

During meetings, you would both give small smiles every now and then, you would give eachother a small wave when walking down the long corridors, you would sometimes even go eat lunch together, but none of you have even brought up the idea of getting back together, even though your feelings for eachother were still strong. Then, you thought about what had caused the fight and realized that it was because of him. You remembered seeing him with his arms around another girl and that's what made you yell at him. So, all of those calls, smiles, waves, and laughs that you guys shared meant nothing? The very thought only brought tears to your eyes.

"I guess he doesn't love me for me. I guess he doesn't love me at all." You buried your face into your pillow as you layed down in your bed. You wiped your tears and sat up in your bed, thinking of a way to stop thinking about him. But, you couldn't stop thinking about him. Despite all the things that he did, you still loved him. Even if those smiles and waves that he gave you were lies. You gazed across your room and noticed your acoustic guitar in the corner of your room. "Maybe a song might cheer me up." You jumped off your bed and grabbed your guitar, putting the strap over you head and sliding your fingers across its smooth strings. You decided to go into the meeting room to play your guitar. Nobody was using it and it's always quiet when no one was in there.

You entered the meeting room and sat in one of the chairs. You placed the guitar on your leg and strummed a few chords. You thought about a song to sing and you finally knew the perfect one to play. Besides, it was perfect for the modd you were in right now and it fit you and England perfectly in the situation that you both were in. You picked up your guitar pick and began to play. You lifted up your head and softly sang:

"Phone rings
Don't wanna pick it up
I'm so scared
I'm gonna say too much
I tiptoe around your questions
Why you gotta dig so deep?

Tears fall and the glasses break
Inside these walls
The floor boards shake
From outside
It's alright
Long as you're looking from fifty feet.

I've been trying, trying
Hold my head up high
I've been lying, lying
Keeping it all inside
Trying not to trust you, yeah
Take another leaf
I'm broke, yeah yeah?

I'm done
I give up
I don't wanna pretend no more
That's it
So what?
I've lost a friend before
Gonna say it like it is
No more wondering what if
That ain't the way you oughta' live
Cause' I don't want you to love me
If you don't wanna love me for me.

Cause' I don't want you to love me
If you don't wanna love me for me.

A doll house is all that you can see
But, it's so far from my reality
I got problems
I got issues
Sometimes it's all too much for me.

Wrap it up with a pretty, little bow
But, there are some things you can't sugarcoat
So, I give it to you anyway
Even though it won't taste so sweet.

I've been trying, trying
Hold my head up high
I've been lying, lying
Keeping it all inside
Maybe I could trust you, yeah
Take another leaf
I'm broke, yeah yeah?

I'm done
I give up
I don't wanna pretend no more
That's it
So what?
I've lost a friend before
Gonna say it like it is
No more wondering what if
That ain't the way you oughta' live
Cause' I don't want you to love me
If you don't wanna love me for me.

I'm sick of all the fighting
All the slamming of the doors
The pain
The parents
Too big to ignore
Step back, step back
Can you see it through my eyes?
I know, I know
Maybe a surprise?

Don't wanna be perceived for something that I'm not
Just wanna be excepted for the little that I got
If you could see me now
In my glass house
Not ready to let you in.

I'm done
I give up
I don't wanna pretend no more
That's it
So what?
I've lost a friend before
Gonna say it like it is
No more wondering what if
That ain't the way you oughta' live
Cause' I don't want you to love me
If you don't wanna love me for me.

Cause' I don't want you to love me
If you don't wanna love me
Cause' I don't want you to love me
If you don't wanna love me for me."

You sighed as you listened to the sound of the last chord you strummed. "(Name), that was beautiful." You jumped and quickly turned around to see England in the doorway with a smile on his face. "What do you want England?" England's face was full of concern, but then changed back into a smile. He walked towards you and quickly pulled you into a warm embrace. "I wanted to see you." Your face flushed red. "(Name), I know you think that I don't love you, but I do. I love you so much." He hugged you tighter, your head placed on his warm chest. "If you love me, then who was that girl that I saw you with on the day that we fought?" He patted your head softly and chuckled. "That was my cousin." You mentally facepalmed yourself. "Oh. I'm sorry England, I love you too." Tears began to fall from your eyes. England placed a finger under your chin and raised your head, your eyes meeting his. "You talk too much." He leaned down and softly kissed your lips. You blushed hard and kissed back, wrapping your arms around his neck. You two then broke the kiss and he wiped away your tears.

"(Name), I love you for you."
Omg...this really sucks. :iconsulkplz:

Anyway, I've decided to do another APH fanfiction and I chose England, yay. :iconiggybrowsplz:

The song is 'Love Me For Me' by Cher Llyod. :heart:

Hope you like. :D


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:iconhedgehogs11:
hedgehogs11 Sep 4, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
so sweet!~
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:iconlddandmrh4ever:
LDDandMRH4ever Sep 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
 Thank you~! :D
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:icontomathoninja18:
TomathoNinja18 Aug 19, 2013  Student Writer
:iconepicclapplz: This was so beautiful! I love Cher Lloyd and England! :iconmoeblushplz: Lemme hug you :iconoldschoolownedplz: :iconbrohugplz:
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LDDandMRH4ever Aug 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist

Aww, thank you so much~!!! It really means a lot to me and I love England and Cher Lloyd too!!! :heart:

Gimme a hug! :iconoldschoolownedplz: :iconbrohugplz: :iconsnugglyplz:

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:icontomathoninja18:
TomathoNinja18 Aug 22, 2013  Student Writer
Okay! ^w^ :iconyuihugplz:
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:iconyasminkirkland1031:
Maybe it wasn't his cousin... Nah it was his cousin.
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LDDandMRH4ever Feb 15, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Trust me, it was his cousin! xD
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:iconyasminkirkland1031:
Yea I know. Iggy would never cheat on me!
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:iconlddandmrh4ever:
LDDandMRH4ever Feb 15, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Exactly! ;)
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:iconthefemalebtt:
"My cousin."
.................... WELP, I'M QUITE THE SHERLOCK NOW, AREN'T I?
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